Oh February….

Where do I begin…..

*takes seat in chair by the fireplace, tobacco pipe at the corner of my mouth, stroking my weave*

February brought me a few challenges, that’s for sure, but with February came love….that “if I don’t have you in my life the blood vessels in my heart will slowly burst causing me to leave this earth of heartbreak” kind of love.

I realized that this love I felt, and still feel, was not just for those in my immediate family but for all the family that I have adopted, yes adopted, along the way. My biological family, my spiritual family, my gloobum (don’t ask), I love them and more and more I see how much they love me.

It is because of the events of February, that my usual answer to the question “What is you greatest fear?”, has changed. I used to be afraid when the time came for someone I love to pass away, that I wouldn’t be there to keep them from being afraid of what would happen next. Now my fear is that there will be people on this earth who die and not know that they are loved….


As I am new to this whole blogging adventure there is almost a 99.9 percent chance that no one will ever read this.  -__-  But just in case you fall into that .1 percent please remember that there is someone on this earth who loves you. If you can’t think of someone then do me a favor and look in the mirror – YOU love you! (you should love you better each and every day! ) Just in case you are in a place in life where you feel like you can’t love yourself for one reason or another allow me to offer you a love that has never failed me….the love of Jesus. *throws up hands in defense* No! No and no I’m not here to beat you over the head with a Bible, or pretend that I am the most holy thing walking on this semi- green earth, because I’m not. I’m just saying that you are loved.

Do not give up on love…

WELL! *wipes sweat off forehead* now that I got that out of my system *nervous cough* GUESS WHAT?!

I totally made myself a 1/2 inch curling wand this February! 🙂 my first DIY gone completely right!! If I can do it so can you ! Trust me! (no really, I’m horribly clumsy so I know that if I can do this then you can too!)

Please refer to the photos below . Thank you !

The making of the wand!!
The results! I lightly brushed out the curls.
Write you soon 🙂
Sincerely,
Nate  🙂

 

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3 thoughts on “Oh February….

  1. Anonymous says:

    Hey I know you! �� this blog was so upllifting and crafty (with the diy)..lol.. I hope to fins move like you! (The kind of love that erupts all your blood vessels kind of love) can't wait to read more!

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